And the winner is...

Not me. : ( Life has thrown me some curves before and occasionally I have seen the light at the end. I'm not saying I don't see any glimmers of light...but it's more like that light us being filtered through a very dark cloud...a long distant star that is about to die...a lightning bug all alone in a tall grassy field. *SIGH* I know this too shall pass and maybe my patience is being tested...but just know, O Vast Cyberworld, that I am going through a trying time, trying to do the best I can to survive...