...and I am trying to immerse myself in the gospel. <---Good news!! That is what that word means. I've had some time to think about a lot of things. One of the things I've thought about is what I am still holding on to-so here goes.
#1-Fear: fear of the future, fear of the unknown, fear of making the same mistakes. The cure for fear is faith. Which I think I have but need to work on...every day really...
#2-Guilt: Did I cause this? And dies it really matter?? The bottom line is it doesn't really matter whose fault it is.
#3-Anger: I really didn't think that I had any. Well, I do. Angry at myself, and at the world in general. : ) I say that with a smile because it's kind of stereotypical of this situation.
I have to admit I wish it were as easy as just stating what I need to let go of and having it be gone. Everyone says it takes time...and since I'm always working on (or ignoring) my need for patience I guess I'll have to work harder...
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